“Rags to
riches”! I always heard…and knew it was vintage talk
Never
paid a lot of attention to it, but the sayings sat in my mind,
At the
back somewhere and occasionally nudged, dusted off from a corner
And
brought forth with a bit of humour and a cough
Like,"
Well that's a humdinger ain't it?"
Or,
"Do ya have any notion of it?"
"Skinnymerdink"
was my Mom's nickname for Dad
And she
would sing, "Roll a bowl, a ball, a penny a pitch!"
And my
little girl refrain, "Out about the cow's tail!"
Whatever
it all meant who knows, but it was a lot of fun.
Never
knew a place could be called a thing like, "Rag River"
But
there it was, “as plain as the nose on your face“!
A
weathered, beaten sign, hanging “as crooked as a dog's hind leg“!
Swaying
a bit like a drunkard headed homeward,
But
readable still perched high above the bridge.
"Rag
River", and I paused to take a "look-see".
The river
swerved and curved and crashed,
And all
along the sides were tousled reeds and weeds and rocks
Somehow it gave the impression of rags strewn
all along…
Like
someone had been on an immense cleaning mission
Frantic
at trying to clean up a big mess.
And so
the river lived out its name
Wildly
mimicking the idea of rags upon rags,
And I
muttered the name to myself until it became
Not an
idea of trash or refuse or mess,
But of
industry and admiral toil, men going “down under”
Like the
song so eloquently sung by Rita MacNeil
“I never
again will go down underground”!
But here
was Rag River above ground and dashingly visible
Here was
a river like an entity itself!
Struggle
and hardship, honour and perseverance
All
wrapped up in this glorious display
Mother
Nature had outdone Herself! and I watched mesmerized
As her
waters crashed and the rapids roared.
In my
mind's eye I could see Meryl Streep in "The River Wild",
Paddling
ferociously against the strength of the current,
Strong
brown arms sure and precise and brave
The
spray casting a dewy essence all over her body
And I
became the woman on the river
And I
felt the stinging cold spray on my flesh
The
pulse of the current live under my canoe!
Rag
River pushed against my slim wooden craft
And I
soared with her essence, our souls locked
In a
glorious, furious rush of life and chance and wit.
The
sunlight shone equally in the glint of the river water,
And in
the innermost depths of my eyes bright with daring.
We were
one! and then I felt the ease of the river…
As it
slowed about the bend, and we began to drift
Together
into a place of rest and refuge,
Coasting
easily towards a warm, cozy eddy tucked
Behind
the rocks there on the other side.
I looked
up into the tenderness of the sunbeams
And knew
I had gone from rags to riches
Pure
golden sunlight had seeped into my being
As Rag
River had carried me along her tumultuous journey
She had
shown me how to win the battle.
I had
fought and I had won.
Now I
could stay, on the other side.
cailin raine
A great friend recently told me that "I will win" and that reminded me of this piece. I wrote it years ago, because this is what my life had felt like all along, ... a raging battle. The battle ensues.....
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